troubled waters worried heart
my mind knows no peace
my heart knows no love
broken In two rivers( lies and decite)
cursed to walk the earth a thousand years
I fight a battle which I can’t fight back with each pain I inflict on my opponent I feel double. it’s kinder sad that the people who I thought knew me are starting to believe who people think I am. People say that am proud, full of me, am a snub, not friendly, gothic. But tonight, as I drown my way through the bottom of this bottle I realized that am just misunderstood, and have a lot of enemies which I know not about.All those pains back again, I thought I dealt with them, all it took was a phone call and shit bipolar again. All I ever wanted was a world where I am noticed, a world people value me, a world where I am never forgotten, I want a reality where am being given a choice to choose what i want. I sit and wonder if this present life was a punishment given to me because ofĀ maybe what my past selfs did.š¢
Truth hurts š¤ 