I know your busy n all, all I ever wanted was care n support I just wanted u to be there for me to want me. That’s all I asked for. Call her or not she doesn’t care it feels like am doing the most doesn’t knw if she cares bout me or not, I see her as more than friends but she sees like a friend maybe with benefits. I keep on acting as though everything is ok while is not deep down am scared of history repeating itself, am scared of letting go cause I might end up regretting so i leave with the pain in silence and morn my dead confidence. Have lost a gift I barely got and know not how to get it back, what a crew sad life