Numb

minds rally, thoughts foggy I feel it coming but those words no we’re to be found. My life feels like an epiphany  I can’t even see the oasis right in front of me. Abandoned by courage, deceived by insecurities, what I desire the most I can’t get, sometimes I question why am made like this. Quite funny you know this day I feel empty I know not who I am, my purpose not yet revealed, Have sought answers in a land of lost, far and wide the problems I must face head-on.
oh, how may I achieve that which I know not, an endless runner in a maze of surprises, I always have this feeling that I have finally changed but am still d same somehow, I don’t want to make the same mistakes I made in d past but the same occurrence keeps on happening