Being nice sucks!

Reality kicks in and swift painful reminder I’m alone,

This emptiness inside me grows,

All that place is a reminder and anchor of pain and despair, how can I go back!

Haunting me, feels as though I have an axe over my head that keeps falling and still placed up there,

I wish I wasn’t this nice and sweet,

All it ever got me was pain and pain over and over again,

I don’t know man,

I just wish I could turn it off, my emotions

It’s easy to love but it’s hard to be loved,

I give up on it all,

I just the old me back, depressed, anxious, sad, angry, cold, expecting the worst from everyone, I miss that me truly.

West💔